Kobe Bryant Died Today

My fat dog sniffs the backyard

wet dirt and weeds, a breeze

brings new scents 

my daughter, my nephew fight

about chalk and favorite colors

and color of chalks pictures 

the cement is cool on my dog's

fat belly; truth in his eyes 

when he tells me he loves me

in his thick, Mexican accent 

chalk dust pilings 

blue

gray

purple, yellow

red

certain words change 

when you learn to speak dog

the way you first spoke

to your mom but before then

when you first made her laugh

but before then when you first came

from cosmic dust, swept up, and dumped

in the wet womb of Midwest trust 

you feed him and clean him

and ask him what love is

he forgot, distracted 

by the alley rat stealing his trash

and talking all that shit